That time I stepped in an ant pile, barefoot at Earth Dance while on some unknown psychedelic. That guy Tyler, you know, the “cool cat in the puppy hat”, yeah he told me it was “Burning Man Acid.” Spoiler alert. It wasn’t. I fixated on my feet for the next seven hours. I tripped for about twenty-eight hours. Auditory hallucinations towards the end. It was an interesting weekend to say the least.
We’re not a culture that encourages dreaming or distraction. We’re not ever good at just being.Karen Russel
Half of life is fucking up, the other half is dealing with it.Henry Rollins
Days like these I can’t remember any of the happiness I once felt for you. It seems so far away, so distant that it’s as if it wasn’t even me that ever felt those feelings. I just sort of feel…numb lately. There aren’t really any extreme highs anymore - I do miss that, but then again there aren’t really any super low lows either. I’m just, you know, existing.